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Sunday, January 13, 2013 @ 6:39 PM Not exactly the best Monday to start off the week. Ran 30km in two days continuously on the weekend. Saturday was a enjoyable running session, sunny afternoon with breezy gust of wind and good music, though it starts to ache on Sunday. Didnt have any thoughts of running on sunday, thanks to CX's random messaging, stirring my moods all over again, tried to asked people to go out but none seems to be out. Lastly, went to run again. hahahahahha form of self torture? probably. but i just need to take that vengeance off me, else it would explode within me, i suppose. 02 Jan 2013!
Sunday, January 6, 2013 @ 6:47 PM Happy 2nd day of 2013! hmm not too bad, ended 2012 and started 2013 with a blast in Rebel with Mingyu, Sheena and Sebastian. But the drinks were too pukey. Martell on the rock and full glass with it ........... *stomach feels the tumbling effect. New Embark of life
Tuesday, December 11, 2012 @ 10:57 PM 10 Dec 2012, a small step for myself but a big leap for my future. Determined not to dwell over you, a you which no longer exist, a you that no longer wished for me, a you whom turned your back and never looked back. As if my heart is tearing up in pieces, i can and will never forget the pain that existed and lived within me. I tried so hard to keep you by me, you went off like usual. listening to Haru Haru by Big Bang, it sings out my feeling, perfectly, it makes me strong everytime i listen to it. I dont regret loving you, i wish you all the best. And i will make sure i will be better ........... For the last time, i love you, Xie Hui Rong, thanks for everything. <3 p="p"> "Don't look back and leave Don't find me again and live (on) Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories I can bear it in some way I can stand in some way" Bigbang Haru Haru Leave Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you I was so wrong, forgive me Ah ah ah ah My broken heart like a wave My shaken heart like a wind My heart vanished like smoke It can't be removed like a tattoo I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in Only dusts are piled up in my mind (Say goodbye) Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you" I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/bigbang/haru_haru_english_version.html ] What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry? Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely? I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times [Chorus] Don't look back and leave Don't find me again and live (on) Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories I can bear it in some way I can stand in some way You should be happy if you are like this I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh) Oh girl I cry, cry You're my all, say goodbye... If we pass by each other on the street Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to If you keep thinking about our past memories I might go look for you secretly Always be happy with him, (so) I won't ever get a different mind Even smallest regret won't be left out ever Please live well as if I should feel jealous You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened [Chorus] I hope your heart feels relieved Please forget about me and live (on) Those tears will dry completely As time passes by It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all (mm) Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby I pray for you [Chorus] Oh girl I cry, cry You're my all, say goodbye, bye Oh my love don't lie, lie You're my heart, say goodbye Wednesday, November 28, 2012 @ 12:24 AM Its driving me crazy. Its eating my soul up, as if im left with almost nothing at all. I wasnt myself anymore. Where is the decisive and bossy me? where no one able to command me around, but only me? I want my ownself back!!!! BADLY! Even if its to sacrifice JX and CX, WHATEVER! I DONT CARE. im crying so hard in me, putting up a strong front. SICK OF IT. Maybe suicide will be the final options. Just not yet ......  05 Oct 2012
Thursday, October 4, 2012 @ 5:59 PM thinking, thinking and thinking, over, over and over, again, again and again. that unease feeling sets in but it was able to control it thus far. Her unconfirm-ing style left me stranded like in the past. Probably, i was the same too? not sure. Why the causal acceptance of everything but not to the question which i post you? You can tell me that you are attached. You can tell me you dont love me anymore, at least all these subtle over the undying heart. Spare me the agony, i dont need and dont want any of those. Signing off now, my love can go to waste, i am fine, totally. -Last bet. 01 Oct 2012
Monday, October 1, 2012 @ 6:20 PM Here i am, back to blogs once again. Changed a new skin for a fresh start, everyone wants/wish to have a second chance. Looking back at the previous posts, i've decided to remove it. Which should be the best option for me. Registered for my MA module, gonna go back to class, munching sub way sandwich at the same time, *dread* fatigue and more fatigue. Been playing and chating with CX these few days, cant get to figure out whats running through her, her birthday is coming soon, shall plan for a HK trip with her. Signing off, King Leoric. 03 May Mon
Tuesday, May 4, 2010 @ 4:46 AM its late at night but im still not asleep. Im tired but simply just stoning in front of the lappy as usual. i hate this trait of mine, know im lagging of sleep but still i couldnt force myself to sleep, rather than wasting time doing nothing. *sigh. funny me? nah, its pure stupidity. only slept for 5hrs + then woke up to prepare for work. aRGH ~ hate that insufficient sleep feeling. wahaha lazy bone. determined not to be late for work, so i did not switch on the laptop at all. Wash up, prepare, eat and go. To only realise, im gonna be late is i continue to take bus 16 from orchard, thus i have no choice but to stop at stevens road and change to a cab. reached office at about 12.36pm. was thinking to myself, should have took the bus but maybe i should have not, if not will be late. Nevertheless, im happy that im not late. But vincent is not in the office TODAY~!!! cause he done his sunday duty thus he is on off. DAMN!~! im all alone handling all the things. *faint* Walked up and down the stores like countless of time, even took a papr box to hold the case sheet cause i dont dare to ask for trolley as everyone is using. Went for lunch alone at Queensway shopping centre for the curry chicken cutlet rice again. then bought a cup of honey red tea for myself and went back to office. Best part of all, its almost finishing work at about 9++pm, one ad hoc request came in. The file location is in His-store aka history store room. =_= ..... i went to the mortuary store ALONE ~! EKKKKKKKKK!!!!! the mortuary is pitch dark and quiet today. its breezy and chilly walking there. |
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Nothing which i wanna know about myself Nor i want you to know about me. Just another weirdo living on this Earth, Loving her with all i've left. CXHR <3 Say Hello to me
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